I should change.

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I'm so emo now, what should I say. I'm too kampung girl and noob for my life. Seriously, when I first met new people Idk how to get to know them. Idk how to start talking nor introduce myself to them first. I'm just too shy. (Seriously lah). Helo, I can't help it cz I'm born like this. I don't go out when there's only few people I know while others are strangers cz I'm shy and don't-dare. I hate myself. Fml. They are asking me to change. Should I?