Frustrated.

UPDATED*** 

I removed the previous post I wrote here this morning,
because I was at the stage of depression and worry that time,
but after four hours of surgery, he is now okay. Yea, he got 3 surgeries altogether.
The third one which happened on this morning, was totally an unexpected and urgent. 
And for those who were curious about what happened,
he got cancer. But fortunately he got check-up regularly, so yea..
Thank you for all the people in Cbox!! xoxo 
I believe that god heard my prey, and yours too.
Thank you so much. Am really very grateful now.

*He is still in ICU. But guess he'll be better after few days. Hopefully nothing bad happens again please.*

Thanks god.