Midnight Blogging

Toooo bored, I can't sleep before 5am every morning.

I have to fix my sleeping time else I'll be in serious deep shit. 

Okay I have no idea what to blog, flipped back my album, 

oh I just remembered a day out with my mom, right after my Loreal Job Interview.

It was a month ago -___-

Yup, we went to dinner at Shabu-Shabu @ 1Utama. 

Not bad though, wasn't very expensive either. 

Mom and I love to eat, and we always complain about our weight, lol. 

Can you resist food?? Like seriously?!

Only idiot can, and I bet there wouldn't be any on earth.

Prawn...shrimp...fish..seafood is my love.

I'm dying for all these now. 

Starving like shit. I have nothing to eat here.

I NEED FOOD TO SURVIVE. I love friends who love to eat ;p

I'm very lifeless at home these days, can someone bring me out and eat?! 

I WISH I HAVE A CHEF BOYFRIEND #smh

Speaking of boyfriend n these shits, DEEP BIG SIGH.

I think I'm good enough, because once i knew I was going to fall for him I only sticks with him. 

I don't flirt around once I have the mindset of 'him' 

but well he sort of pushed me away so yeah......and I found out something, so upset at first.

But friends persuaded me he is not the one, I doubt that myself. 

Maybe they're right, maybe I'm just too blur with myself, I don't fucking know. 

Gave up. Go on with my party life before my Mr.Right shows up. 

I'm too young and I'm still young after all. 

Love myself before being loved by someone else, ladiesssss.

By the way, speaking this won't make my hunger go away, and it only increase my emonessss...smh

Goodnight, sleep can forget hunger,lol! 

P.S/ Can I look good even without make up?!! Because I NO WANT TO MAKE UP, my skin is ruined. F_uuuuuuuuu

Happy New Year?

多一天2011就结束了，

时间总是过得那么快，年尾总让我看清了好多

今年对有些人来说是好是坏，但对我来说 却改变了我一生

去年的我因为失去了挚爱的父亲，所以打击很大

幸亏有我最爱的家人和最好的朋友，但那都是曾经

年头的时候全部都好得很 因为一个暑假让一切都变了

感情变了，连我的生活都变了

经历了好多个我从未想过会做的事，只能说我渐渐的长大

很多人都以为我是表面所看到的，却不知道其实我想的已远远超过

我的坚强，我的独立，我的痛苦，倒了还不是自己在扶自己

我快要撑不住一切的时候，我多希望好像其他人那样 有个人在我身旁不离不弃 

终究，我还是一个人

我尽量做好我自己，有时候我真的很胡闹

我比任何人还要珍惜朋友，我好害怕他们像他那样随时离去

我外表的快乐，真的很快乐

背后的辛苦，却真的很辛苦

今年真的好多事发生，我认识了好多好多的人

改变了我的生活，也改变了我的想法

我没有再伪装成熟，只是我的环境，我的生活 逼我不得不坚强

我只有一个妈，没有人比我爱她

有时候看到他这样，我无助的感受谁能体会？

有人的地方就一定有是非，有人喜欢你也一定有人讨厌你

我们不能控制每个人对我的看法，

让时间去让人看清楚，一个人的个性

新年快乐，我真的希望新的一年会让我快乐

每一个新年我的愿望都一样，希望这次灵吧

我希望，

新的一年 我会快乐

Merry Christmas !!

Have a blast people. Happy birthday Jesus.

The bitch returns

I guess I'm finally back, all these while, I'm too busy to blog.

But I realize that as long as there are readers who come, I'm always happy to blog. 

Doesn't matter if its my haters or admire, LOL. 

Fuck their sympathy life. 

Anyway, where to start writing? 

Let's skip my previous life, too much to say. 

How about starts with Christmas?? What's your plan and wishlist? 

Well, as for mine, too much to say, I'm greedy. 

#1. Baby-G 

#2. Necklace! 

#3. Lumix Cam Cam

And below's wishlist are those which even money can't buy....

#4. MR.RIGHT. I know right, how ridiculous but no I'm not rushing, I never rush, and that's why I have the patient to stay single for this long. 

Last but not least.....OMFG Jesus please bless me this. 

Get it?! Lol go bang your head on the wall if you don't. 

I'm too sad to mention anything bout this #FML 

That's it if any of my wish been granted before Christmas I'm happy enough WHICH, 

it is pretty damn impossible. 

So fine, I'm gonna reveal my New Year's wish later. 

I'm just sharing, tho I can't possibly get it all, I've always try my best to. 

Kay I guess I'm done. 

Still figure what to wear to all my Christmas parties, shit. 

God, I need dresses. Pls give me a gigantic wardrobe with lots of party dresses. 

Yes I don't have a bloody pretty face so I need all these tools to help me out. 

And I think I needa act cute once in a while lolllollolol because I think I'm being scarily mature, 

I mean my appearance, I know right, OLD, too big difference from my face and age. 

So how's my bunny look?? Kinda fail. Anyway I STILL HATE CUTE, no offense. 

Flyday Rockshow

I went there because of them, I really did.

Because I love them so much, they're my babygirl. 

I felt so good with them around! Appreciate and loves.

She gave me a surprise, I was really surprised. Hehe. 

Party with my girls are love. I really enjoyed it. 

And my another babe went back to her hometown, fml, I'm missing you already bitch, lol.

So what I've been up to recently?

Nothing, as I'd mentioned, party,study,work. LIFE. 

I know right, my post is so random. Lol. 

Another random thing kay. 

So I saw this very meaningful picture from Miki, arghhh so true, aye?

I just hope I'm somebody to you ♥

Partayholics ain't clubber

Hi I'm back again. I finished my assessment, good to say, but I did not do my best.

Will do better next time, pinky swear, lol.

Anyway this is not my point wtf. I'm writing simply to express out what I personally feel, 

you know, I always do that to my blog, lol. 

I really don't understand why people calling each other clubber, its really a not-very-nice-word to describe a partayholic, don't you fucking agree that partayholic sounds way better?? 

It has nothing to do with you even if I party everyday, right? 

So why go and spread the world that I'm a so called 'pou ka' or clubber? 

IS IT BLOODY RELATES TO YOU? No right. Then get the fuck out man. 

Some people go for fun and to enjoy, some people go to meet someone they wish to see, some people go there because they're lonely and they think its okay to go. 

So why the hell you bother so much?

I mean, it is already enough of you calling people clubber, when that person shows sense of annoying and offended YOU KNOW ITS TIME TO SHUT UP. 

In fact, some people even worse...keep on making fun of you calling you as sei clubber or lan pou ka WTF IS THIS?! What the hell is your problem of me going to party?? You think it is funny to see me pissed off?

Lol, I really don't get it. 

People who know me well would notice that I actually seldom call people that is because I hate being called like that too. I TELL YOU WHAT, I find absolutely no problem with people being a partayholic as long as they can manage their life properly, such as career and studies! (though I screwed up mine *guilty)

So cut the word short, I'm gonna arrange my schedule properly from now on!! 

Study,work,party,life, what about loveeee.....

And girls are absolutely fine going there as long as they know how to take care themselves...never got drunk completely in the club. Always know who takes care you and who sends you back home..

Conclusion: Stop.calling.me.clubber.thank.you 

That's all for today. Please come again, thanks. Lol.

I'm a fail blogger

Hello please slap me because I'm a fail blogger #smh.
I'm really sorry, I don't have the time to blog.
Yeah, I was so packed and rushed with my time, I even screwed up my schedule.
Work work, study study, party lifeeee. I didn't really study though 

I'm working at MIECC now. So exhausted. But I love my uniform, hehe.

And I'm going crazy!! Why.I.no.holiday ?! 

Time for party. I want a break :(

I'm so glad to see them, my old friends. 

Anyway, I just woke up now and actually just wanna blog few words then ciao. 

I'm so sleepy and my eyelid is fucking heavy. 

I HAVE ASSESSMENT LATER IM SO GONNA DIE. 

dying.bye