The bitch returns

I guess I'm finally back, all these while, I'm too busy to blog.

But I realize that as long as there are readers who come, I'm always happy to blog. 

Doesn't matter if its my haters or admire, LOL. 

Fuck their sympathy life. 

Anyway, where to start writing? 

Let's skip my previous life, too much to say. 

How about starts with Christmas?? What's your plan and wishlist? 

Well, as for mine, too much to say, I'm greedy. 

#1. Baby-G 

#2. Necklace! 

#3. Lumix Cam Cam

And below's wishlist are those which even money can't buy....

#4. MR.RIGHT. I know right, how ridiculous but no I'm not rushing, I never rush, and that's why I have the patient to stay single for this long. 

Last but not least.....OMFG Jesus please bless me this. 

Get it?! Lol go bang your head on the wall if you don't. 

I'm too sad to mention anything bout this #FML 

That's it if any of my wish been granted before Christmas I'm happy enough WHICH, 

it is pretty damn impossible. 

So fine, I'm gonna reveal my New Year's wish later. 

I'm just sharing, tho I can't possibly get it all, I've always try my best to. 

Kay I guess I'm done. 

Still figure what to wear to all my Christmas parties, shit. 

God, I need dresses. Pls give me a gigantic wardrobe with lots of party dresses. 

Yes I don't have a bloody pretty face so I need all these tools to help me out. 

And I think I needa act cute once in a while lolllollolol because I think I'm being scarily mature, 

I mean my appearance, I know right, OLD, too big difference from my face and age. 

So how's my bunny look?? Kinda fail. Anyway I STILL HATE CUTE, no offense. 

Life like this

Hello. Zomg, I can't believe I abandoned my blog. Failed blogger.
Too much things happened on this month, I was freaking down at first.
No point mention about it anymore, just wake up and look through this damn bloody reality.
Fuck the hell off. I can still stand on my own feet.
I cried I broke I fell but I still stand up, unlike you. 
No doubt, I'm independent. That's why my cousin scolded me that day.
She's right. Being too independent will bring negative and definitely not a good thing, lol.

Life's still the same, yes, I begin to party, BEFORE HELL STARTS (O LEVEL IGCSE)
I left not much time, my instinct told me that its gonna be bloody stress when school starts.
No choice, party now, hard work later. Then party again, muahaha.

I love my babes, I always do.

I don't give up on friends easily, slap me for that, lol.
Crazy us, I love them ♥

Had sister's day out that day. 

Miss them soooooo much.

Kitty Cappuccino, so lovely !!! 

Located at Pavilion, you've got to try it out! 

I'm not a Kitty lover but....you can't deny its cuteness !

Sisters, when are we gonna hang out again? 

Lovess.

Also not to forget my babe Suez. 

She is love ♥ 

Am waiting for our shopping day, hahaha. 

I'm officially a freelancer now, zomg. 

I used to work four job at a once, and now.......gosh.

I hate staying at home so lifeless. I.NEED.JOB

Kay gotta go ciaoz.

Back

Once everything were so near, everything came with a word almost. 

But that was ONCE. Everything had already past. 

I gave chance, first and second, but not third. 

I felt sad, of course. 

Love or friendship, I failed to manage them. 

I was emotional down for few days, and then I realize, I really care too much. 

That is why I was the one, the only one who got hurt the most. 

This time I told myself to stop, stop caring for those who don't deserve. 

I'm very easy to get touch by something, but hard to fall in love. 

I still remembered that he was the second guy to make me feel so special after what he had done. 

But doubt and like are two different things. 

Love is not everything. There're more besides love. 

They say I'm very hard to understand. They think I'm somehow weird. 

No, I'm simple actually. It is what I've been through that makes me tough and strong. 

Not many people would understand my life and story. 

And I'm waiting the one that would and is willing to share with me ♥

One day if he'll understand everything of me, then I'll know, its him I'm waiting all this time.

每天看一遍，不久你就会变

那天电脑拿去format 什么鬼照片都没了
气气气气 真的气死我
这不是重点啦
我想说 我不懂从哪里找到这篇非常有道理的文章
想说跟你们分享下 很有道理的

每天看一遍，不久你就会变♥


 1、你没那么多观众，别那么累。

 2、温和对人对事。不要随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。

 3、和对自己有恶意的人绝交。人有绝交，才有至交。

 4、学会宽容伤害自己的人，因为他们很可怜，各人都有自己的难处，大家都不容易。

 5、学会放弃，拽的越紧，痛苦的是自己。

 6、低调，取舍间，必有得失。

 7、慎言，独立，学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则。

 8、付出并不一定有结果。坚持可能会导致失去更多。

 9、过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下。

 10、做一个简单的人，踏实而务实。不沉溺幻想。不庸人自扰。

 11、不说谎话，因为总有被拆穿的一天。

 12、别人光鲜的背后或者有着太多不为人知的痛苦。

 13、尽量充实自己。不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能。

 14、孝顺父母。不只是嘴上说说，即使多打几个电话也是很好的。

 15、爱父母，因为他们给了你生命，同时也是爱你爱的最无私的人。

 16、偶尔也要现实和虚伪一点，因为不那样做的话，很难混。

 17、收敛自己的脾气，偶尔要刻意沉默，因为冲动会做下让自己无法挽回的事情。 18、永远不要给背叛过自己的朋友第二次的背叛的机会。

 19、无论是谁，都有自己的限度。特别是信任。

 20、懂得倾听别人的忠告。

 21、别人说的记在脑袋里，而自己的，则放在心里。

 22、尽量不要讲同事朋友的八卦。

 23、信佛，信因果，在真正的因果面前，人的力量是微不足道的。

 24、坦然接受生活给你的馈赠吧，不管是好的还是坏的。

 25、真正了解无常的含义，当你痛苦时，你要想这痛苦不是永恒的，当你快乐时，你 要想这快乐也不是永恒的。

 26、要快乐，要开朗，要坚韧，要温暖，对人要真诚。

 27、空虚无聊的时候就读书，但一定得有自己的生活目标和计划。

 28、对人性的弱点有清醒的认识，但要相信真诚的爱情，对爱情永远怀有单纯的向往。

 29、不要太过依赖除自己以外的人，因为只有自己不会抛弃自己。

 30、少吃点，吃好的。

 31、古龙说过，爱笑的女孩子，运气不会太差。

 32、多交朋友，交好的朋友。女人一定要有闺密。

 33、请记得，好朋友的定义是：你混的好，她打心眼里为你开心；你混的不好，她由衷的为你着急。

 34、努力爱一个人。付出，不一定会有收获；不付出，却一定不会有收获，不要奢望出现奇迹。

 35、每个人都有自己鲜明的主张和个性，不要识途去改变他人，同样，也不要被他人所改变。改了，就不是自己了。

 36、没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。

 37、这个世界最脆弱的是生命，身体健康，很重要。

 38、老天爷对每个人都是公平的。

 39、不要试图控制别人，不要要求别人理解你。

 40、活在当下，别在怀念过去或者憧憬未来中浪费掉你现在的生活 。

 41、学会忘记, 善忘是一件好事。

 42、要乐观，要积极，多笑，多照镜子。

 43、不要自作聪明。

 44、做自己的决定。然后准备好承担后果。从一开始就提醒自己，世上没有后悔药吃。

 45、自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。

 46、相信因果报应！相信轮回！

 47、要学会忍耐与坚持！

 48这个世界上没有真正的爱情……时间可以冲淡一切。

 49、不要做刺猬 能不与人结仇就不与人结仇，谁也不跟谁一辈子，有些事情没必要记在心上。

 50、有时要学会听取身边人的意见，更多时候这样才不会让自己受到伤害。

 51、忘记过去才能有新的开始。

 52、这个世界很不公平。

 53、不要太依赖朋友，人性基本都有恶的一面。

 54、爱情很美好，相信爱情。如果连爱情都不相信那人生岂不太苦了？ 55、想得到一样一定会失去另一件东西。

 56、痛苦让人成长，是你进步的一个机会，一个挑战。别害怕痛苦的事情，它有另一面积极的作用。

 57、人就是孤独的，缓解它带来的痛苦的唯一方式就是平静的接受它。

 58、可以不美丽，可以不可爱，可以不温柔，但是一定要诚实和善良。

 59、喜爱一切美好的事物，赞美并享受它们所带来的美好。

 60、当困难来临时，用微笑去面对，用智慧去解决。

 61、要勇于承认自己所犯的错误，并承担其带来的责任。

 62、爱家人，爱朋友，爱伴侣，爱孩子，然而，要真正为自己活。

 63、永远不要为已发生的和未发生的事忧虑。已经发生既成事实忧虑也于事无补，未发生的凭主观臆测，无法推断事情的走向，徒增烦恼而已。

 64、每个人都是独立的个体，真的没有谁离开谁就活不下去！

 65、不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起！

 66、社会是有等级的，很多事不公平。别抱怨，因为没有用


老实说我不知道会不会真的改变 
不过很有道理不是吗


对了 F.I.R推出了新歌 很很很好听

我真的很喜欢F.I.R 首首歌都喜欢哦 ♥♥

S.T.R.E.S.S

I'm soooooooo stress. Gonna die soon =.=

Yea I know right, always talk, no action. 

Lol, am trying my best. But I still sleep in class.

When the result out and its terrible, 

mom would give me a big fat 'NO' for outings, shit. 

Then you'll see me go mad for staying at home too much wtf. 

A friend of mine said I look like 15 in this picture.

Lol wtf hahahahahahha. 

I don't like teddies.

But I like a banquet of flowers with chocolate! Lol

Stop crapping, start studying. 

Can't wait after exam, hehe. 

I'll stop blogging till then.

STRESS KILLS. 

My exam is in two weeks time, do not forget me.

I'll blog immediately after exam. 

So........... 

I'll be back. 

Its been awhile

People say I'm born with an arrogant look, but I'm not T_T 

I'm not friendly either, I choose friends, lol wtf. 

I didn't go for classes today, suffering from extreme period pain, haha.....

Actually not that extreme, I just made it up, LOL. 

But its still pain, usually I don't, maybe coz I have too much of snowflakes. 

I missssss snowflake. 

Argh by the way I also miss chatime so much. 

Both are loves♥ 

I'm so gonna have it tomorrow, hope nothing goes wrong. 

I always look forward to every outing with my gang, hehe. 

Lala anyway I think I nag too much. 

My room is in a mess now. 

My skin is terribly ruined, by making up every week I think. 

Shit, I love yet I still hate cosmetic, wtf. 

My hair is damage as well. 

See, I randomly nag things, lame =.= 

Fan Fan and Blackie just got married. 

10 years relationship, with a happy ending, and life goes on... 

One word, ENVY. 

I envy too much. Arghhh.....

Will my life ends up like this? Have no idea. 

Normally what I wish just wouldn't come true......

I'm not being naive you see. 

Every girl wants a happy life like this right, except for superwoman. 

A good boyfriend, good relationship, perfect husband,happy ending, 

who doesn't want that? Hahahaha. 

Nah just ignore me, I get like this whenever I'm bored.

Hahaha, got nothing do. Well, heavy rain now. 

I guess I'm going to have a nap soon. 

Ciao :P

Makes me wanna party

Its mid of  May already, omggggg.

Exam, exactly in a month time. 

I have to work very very hard and get good result for this term else I'll die=.=

Am so into English songs recently, like party songs. 

Well you know why?
Probably because of my job of promoting speakers for the Pc fair a month ago,
they used to play all these songs for club and make people wanna dace their ass off. Lol
I think I got influenced by them, shit.


After the exam am soooooo gonna enjoy life! 
Yea, my only chance to relax and enjoy before the Year 11 IGCSE O-Level exam comes,
that is when I'm really gonna die gao gao wtf.
Alyssa if you're viewing this you know that I'll sure ask you out haha!
You're not gonna leave me are you??

July is a partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy month babeh.
Let's rock after June ♥

Take a break.

Holiday had just ended. My gosh. 

How could that be? Its like it just happened yesterday!

I worked for the PC Fair during the first three days of holiday fml.

Can I reverse my time pleaseeeeeeeee? 

I don't want to start my term 3. 

Arghhhhh. Exam is coming soon, like a month time. 

Am gonna work hard, I have no choice. 

If I don't score for this term, Fiona Yong is so gonna die =.= 

I'm freaking serious. 

I must reduce my outing these few months. 

No one believe me wtf. 

Am gonna proceed to my diet plan, study hard, save money. 

I have so many things to do for the month of May and June. 

Wish me luck honey ;) 

Mother's day is coming soon........

Have you prepare anything for your mom ?

Welcome March

I'm sick recently. Stupid flu again. 

I hate it. Like I'll have to bring a whole box of tissue to school and sniff. 

And I'm so not in the mood right now or should I say I'm moody these days. 

Don't ask me why because I don't know either. Just being upset. 

February is now over, welcome March. I hope its a better month for me.

I just cut off my broadband and replaced with Streamyx Line. 

Not bad though. 

The bad thing about WiFi modem is that you could just online at home. 

And the best thing about broadband is that you can bring to anywhere anytime. Lol

Ok lah I've got nothing to blog about. 

I'll update nicely once I'm heal and cheer up. I know I can do it.

Hi

I started to feel bored of my life. 

I mean, my working life, I wanna change job. 

Yes, the boss is like the best boss on Earth lol. Seriously. They're really kind. 

And that's why I wanna stay. 

But the job is too easy, too free, too relax wtf.

SO NOW CAN YOU SEE HOW FREE ARE US?

I'll grow fungus if I keep sitting there facing all the teddies and dolls. 

I mean, of course everybody love free, relax and flexible job. 

And bloody yes this is the one. AND THE BOSS THERE IS MAD NICE♥

So anyone of you interested in this job?? Its okay if you're weak or stupid. 

All you need to do is just serve customer and promote gifts to them. 

Or just sit there chat with your partner wtf.

SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED DO CONTACT ME. 

Email me at fion-naa@hotmail.com for more details. 

If you're that type of person who is just too lazy to do hard work, 

and you're bored at home wanna earn pocket money, 

and if you don't wanna work coz you worry about boss and staff problem....

DON'T WORRY  

Trust me,

THIS JOB SUITS YOU BEST.

Ran-dom crap

Just some random shit here, trying to show off another of my working weekend, haha! 

Actually, there's nothing to show off wtf -__- 

I mean, which idiot on earth would wish to work at this age?? I think there's only me, idiot. I wanna go out with friends!! It had been so long since I'd outing with my babes and buddies. Actually I just went out with them last week wtf. 

And I'm bloody fat wtf got no face to go out already. Loosing weight in this month is a must. 

I ain't kidding. I never eat my lunch for these two days at work. YAY like finally, I'm working hard on my loosing weight plan. Well done, Fions. Claps for you. 

The other day I was very annoy at my bloody oily forehead so I clipped up my fringe. Then I syok syok go play with middle hair line which my mom came and shouted at me "YER YOU SO DISGUSTING WITH THIS HAIR" and I was like wtf -____-

Anyway, I just wanna say that I'm pretty satisfy with my weekend work. Lol 

I have a very hilarious partner and a very kind-like-hell boss. 

I'm living fine here. It kinda comforted me in a lil way because I came across to know that I can actually earn and spend myself without using my parent's money. 

And now, exam is coming. Like I said, good luck never appears in my life. Therefore in order to success I think I have only an option, that is to work hard. I have no other way else have I ?? 

Review of year 2010 + Last day of work

Am very sad now actually. I just wanna say...Why the heck Malaysia go won the stupid football competition?? And its just about winning a competition, must the government go make it as a public holiday today?? Nia pek make me lose my last day of work. I want to work there so badly fml.

Anyway, as the title said, this post is all about the review of 2010. A very fml and suffering year for me.
Review of my year 2010
On February we celebrated Chinese New Year and then to Valentine's day. The first day of April is my birthday but my classmates were good enough so we celebrated it in school. Touched :*)

Then on May mom decided to go to Bukit Tinggi French and Japanese Village so yea, we went there and it was...err quite awesome. The night view there was romantic.

Then it was Mama's day. I still remembered that I prepared a surprise for my mama, but when Papa's day I prepared nothing but only a simple present for my dad. Regretted to the max.
Then on June it was Father's day, bought a mug with 'best dad' written there. Its a nice mug after all, but the bad thing is I didn't prepared any surprise when I gave this to him. I should. If only I knew that I wouldn't have the chance anymore, I'll grab this 2010 chance and gave him the biggest surprise ever in his life.

Then had my Sister day out. Very fun and unforgettable. Nah actually there's nothing special to y'all since we always have our day out together haha!
Ok so fast it was July already ..had my last day of RIS talent day before long school break starts. Swear that I won't wish to go back to school because am going to Australia at the end of July!! But before that, went back to my hometown at Kuantan of course.

1st week at Melbourne was awesome. I really love ang moh's life, like seriously, omg I'd always hope to live there.
 
Spent my 2nd week there at Sydney. Dad didn't joined us though. He flew back to KK right after the Melbourne trip.
 
Met Emily for the very first time!! No doubt. She's adorable, cute to the max!!

Went to Scenic World and alot of other places. Thanks to sis Jenny. And went to the Whale Watching for the first time in my entire life. Almost fainted in the ship. And it ain't worth at all because I see no whale there wtf!!

Aunty Ann brought me to meet up a long lost friend...we didn't meet for 4 years or more!! Miss her omg.
Had a nice day out with her. Hehe.

Celebrated Merdeka at Genting with Alyssa babe !! Fireworks there were darn beautiful that I swear I'll go again next year. Alyssa, how? Haha!

But at the same time school reopen already wtf. What is the worst thing when school reopened ?That is..you'll have to wake up like darn early!
On September we rocked Kuantan again.

With who else?? My crazy babe Alyssa!

October was the happiest and the saddest part of my 2010 I guess.
Many things happened at the end of 2010. But the best part was the Bukit Tinggi camp with friends and teachers.

And do read the Part 2 here.
 
And not to forget the Bbq night I had with my dear friends haha! Picx with the party host.

Then the worst thing in my life came.
The worst nightmare ever....that I even felt like its end of the world. HE IS GONE. This ain't any small matter in life, this is the largest challenge and suffering I had. Memories of that day is still hunting me but I swear I will try my best to be good and strong.

I visited him again in November, well and visited his new home.. 

Had a simple X'mas celebration at school.


Started to work as a kindy teacher in December which was like...heavenly great!! Love my job so much until I don't wanna go back to school wtf.
Had a simple day out with my babe at the weekend. Then continue my work. Darn great okay. Lol


Then so fast it is the last day of 2010 now!!! Stupid football competition make me lose my last day of work. What the heck.

I'll miss them alot I swear!!! :*(

Ok lah anyway I still wanna say..wish everything will be better in year 2011. Happy New Year once again ...

P.S/ Please click at those colour bold link to read the post. And if you haven't read them, go read lah. If you're lazy to read, go bang the wall now.